The Personal Growth Paradox: How to Grow When You're Already at Capacity

You want to change something about your life but you’ve got barely any time for change.

Maybe it's your morning routine. Maybe it's how you respond when your kids test your patience. Maybe it's finally dealing with that growing resentment towards your partner about housework.

You might have read some books, listened to some podcasts; you feel like you’ve got an idea of what you're supposed to do but you're running on a low battery.

Between work deadlines, packed schedules, and the mental gymnastics of managing everyone else's needs, the idea of adding one more thing – even something that's supposed to help – feels impossible. It's like being told to organise your life when you can barely find time to shower.

This is what I call the Personal Growth Paradox: you're trying to change course while the ship is already taking on water. 

How do you create change in your life when you’ve got barely any time or capacity to do it?

The need to steer in a new direction is can be highest exactly when the storm is hardest to manage. You might feel like you need to grow, but you're already at capacity and every piece of advice about "building better habits" or "creating new routines" assumes you have space in your life that you absolutely don't have.

If this sounds familiar, you're not broken, you're not lazy, you're just facing a problem that a lot of people experience in today’s hyper-busy world.

They require what Stanford behaviour scientist BJ Fogg calls "motivation and ability at the same time." You need to want it badly enough AND have enough energy AND have enough time AND have the right environment.

It’s like the planets aligning: four moving parts that all need to line up perfectly. 

No wonder it doesn't work most of the time.

Think about your last failed attempt at changing something. Maybe you tried to start meditating. Or exercise more. Or be more patient with your kids. What happened?

You probably did okay for a few days, maybe a bit longer. Your motivation was high. You were committed. You told yourself this time would be different.

Then life happened.

A bad night's sleep. A stressful work situation. Your kid got sick. A random injury. Your motivation tanked and suddenly that new habit felt like another thing on your to-do list instead of something that was actually helping.

The problem isn't you. The problem is that traditional habit advice relies on willpower – the exact resource you're already using every single day.

Psychologists call this Decision Fatigue. Every decision you make, every impulse you resist, every conflict between your kids that you need to resolve, every email you force yourself to write – it all adds to your cognitive load.

By the time evening rolls around (you know, when you're supposed to do all that self-improvement), your brain's executive function – the part responsible for self-discipline – is exhausted. You're making dinner, breaking up sibling fights, remembering to reply to that text, thinking about that work commitment coming up, and trying not to snap when someone asks what's for dinner while you're literally making dinner.

This is why adding more to your plate doesn't work. You might not be failing at change because you lack discipline. You might be failing because you're trying to build new habits using a strategy designed for people who don't live your life.

James Clear, author of Atomic Habits, points out something most people miss: lasting change doesn't happen through force. It happens through identity shifts.

You don't need to become someone who exercises for an hour every day. You need to become someone who moves their body, even if that's a two-minute walk around your living room.

You don't need to transform into a perfect parent who never loses their temper. You need to become someone who notices when they're escalating and takes a breath, even if you still snap sometimes.

The difference is subtle but can be life-changing. One approach requires massive willpower. The other just requires consistency in tiny moments.

Instead of asking "What big change do I need to make?" ask "What's the smallest version of this change that still counts?"

Fogg's research at Stanford shows that tiny behaviours – when done consistently – create what he calls "Behaviour Change Momentum." You start with something so small it feels almost silly. Two minutes. One rep. A single breath.

These tiny actions don't drain your willpower. They actually create it. Each small win helps to build your belief that you can change. Each tiny action reinforces a new identity.

You won’t become someone new overnight, but you can prove to yourself, through accumulated evidence, that you can become someone different.

This connects with some of my philosophies here at StepChange Living: Progress over perfection, and subtraction over addition. This is change that can actually stick because it doesn't require you to be someone you're not.

Start with a two-minute version.

Whatever change you want to make, what's the version that takes two minutes or less? Not "eventually" or "when you have more time." Right now, today, what could you do in two minutes?

Want to exercise more? Commit to two minutes of movement. That's it. It might be stretching while the kettle boils. It might be dancing to one song with your kids. It counts.

Want to be more patient? Don't aim for perfect calm all day. Commit to noticing one moment when you feel yourself getting frustrated and taking a single deep breath before you respond. One moment. That's your practice.

Attach it to something you already do.

Fogg calls this "anchoring." Find something in your day that already happens – making coffee, getting in the car, brushing your teeth – and put your new tiny behaviour right after it.

The anchor does the remembering for you. You don't need to rely on motivation or willpower. The existing habit carries the new behaviour along.

Celebrate immediately.

This might sound weird, but it helps. After you do your tiny behaviour, pause for three seconds and feel good about it. Smile. Give yourself a mental high-five. Say “good job” in your head.

Why? Because your brain learns through positive reinforcement. That tiny celebration creates a neurological reward that makes you more likely to repeat the behaviour tomorrow. It's not about being cheesy. It's about hacking your brain's natural learning system.

This is what it can look like in real life:

Sarah wanted to be less reactive with her kids. She didn't have time for a parenting course or daily meditation. She started with one anchor: "After I hear myself raise my voice, I'll pause for three seconds and take one breath."

That's it. Not "never yell." Not "be calm all the time." Just one breath after one escalation.

Three weeks later, she found herself pausing before she escalated. The tiny behaviour had shifted something deeper. She wasn't trying to be a different parent. She was becoming one, two minutes at a time.

Choose one tiny behaviour to start tomorrow. Do it in two minutes or less; anchored to something you already do. 

And when you do it, celebrate it! Because every effort you make to change your life towards where you want it to be should be celebrated.

That's it. No course to buy. No massive overhaul. Just one small step towards the person you're becoming.

To your next step,

Michael

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